monday school reopened.i was so looking forward to that day cos i want to ask my friend help me pierce tongue.she helped me pierce at the side cos my middle got vein.she pierced from below 1st den the pin start to pierce through my tongue and i can see the pin was right infront of me.i kept asking her to hurry up cos im so scared.the end,my friend helped me pierced liao then i spitted out a lot of blood and i fainted.the feeling was so horrible :( i was so scared at that moment.my friends pulled me to the toilet bowl and let me sit down.i only can hear them talking.'she's not suitable to pierce tongue!','kai leng!wake up!don't sleep!'and they kept slapping my face.i felt so weak and all i wanted to do was to sleep.my friend quickily helped me took out my barbell.i never realised that they had already taken out my barbell.there was no feeling at all.i opened my eyes and i can't see a thing!i only can see white white thing and my both ears were very painful.i was very afraid cos i can't see anything.i thought i going to lost my sight.all i know was to kept crying and saying,'im very tired,i want to sleep.'this is the 1st time i feel so scared in my whole life.i was perspiring all over.i don't dare to move.they kept asking me to swollow my blood but i don't dare.my friend bought water for me and let me drink it.they said my face and lip turned very white.one of my friend thought i kena possessed.i think is because i too afraid liao.after a while my friends carried me out of the toilet and helped me to sick bay.i can't even walk properly,my left leg was very stiff.after that i feel abit ok already then we went back to training restaurant.i never eat anything for that whole day cos i don't dare to anyhow move my tongue.during break,i tried to put back the barbell but my tongue bleed alot again.my friends wanted to confiscate my barbell but i refused to give them.when zixin saw my tongue bleeds a lot,she don't dare pierce liao.my tongue also turned white colour.my friend said among all those ppl whom she had helped them pierced,im the 1st one who fainted.all of her friends success in piercing tongue.she also scared to help me pierce already.hais,i wasted a lot of blood,my tears,my sweats,all those suffering but the end i can't put back my barbell..:(
everytime i think of this incident i feel so disgusted.once bitten,twice shy =(
i wants to have tongue piercing so badly but i scared i pierce 2nd time and the history will repeat itself again :(
the feeling was damn sux.i don't ever want to experience it,never again.its's worse than normal fainting.