hate myself!wrong's wrong with me?!arghh!!!my life is in a mess!only can have myself to blame! why am i so sentimental,emotional,fickle minded?!one min cry one min laugh! this kind of feeling is driving me mad!!!i don't even know y am i like that?! darn! can anyone tell me what's wrong with me?!i really wish to start my life afresh!arghh!!i want to scream~!!! why this feeling come back again?! it's driving me crazy!seriously! i want to forget eveything and don't wanna care about anything!i seriously don't know what to do!can anyone understand this kind of feeling?!