sat went out with dear. we went to town. i knew im not feeling well already yet i still wanna go out. my whole body feel so weak, keep craving for hot drinks. my body started to turned cold, kept shivering and my face and forehead very hot. i can't stand it anymore and told dear i wanna go home. i feel damn cold inside the mrt, feel damn terrible. my both legs were very weak, can't stand properly. dear hugged me. dear brought me to nearby clinic at my house there. my temperature was 40.4 degree. the doctor prescribed 6 kinds of medicines to me. i got choked by 1 of the medicines and i vomited. my mum said me because i sick still wanna go out. my parent kept walking in and out of my room in the middle of the night to measure my temperature, see my fever got subsided or not and woke me up to eat medicine. got 1 time my mum scared me. i opened my eyes and saw my mum face very white. my dad woke up early in the morning to cook maggie for me to eat, prepared warm water and asked me to eat my medicine after that. i feel so fortunate to have a caring boyfriend and parent.
love them a lot <3