not going to sch tmr. have to accompany my mum go hospital for operation. tmr im having a test but i don't want to let my mum go to hospital alone. i want to wait for mum to finish her operation so that i can put my mind at ease. the operation is very risky, the doctors don't dare to do operation for her because it will operate until the heart there. quite worried but i can't show out infront of her. our releationship has become better and closer recently thanks to my boyfriend. we have started to communicate with each other well. hope tmr's operation will be successful.