:)

2010-04-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

2010-04-27T00:39:00.000-07:00

last sat night went out with my family, bf and relatives to eat after that went to play bowling. nowadays my mum likes to go out with us until mid night. she also once joined us to sing k at mid night. last time she don't like to go out. after playing bowling, we went to mac to eat. my mum sundenly asked me my dad opened a shop at KL and asked me whether i want to stay there for 5 years or not. she said she's serious. i said yes readily. she said if i want to go there, she will help me resgister and sign contract for 5 years and can't come back to singapore for 5 years. my mum will accomapny me to go KL for 2 months after that leave me there alone for 5 years. after eating, dear and i went to catch mid night show. after that, we went to my blk downstair's playground that we used to hang out to chat about KL thingy. we both cried. i can't bear apart with my bf. we also talk about about those times when we 1st just got together. we made promises with each other. the next day, my mum asked me whether if i really want to go KL. she asked me to reconsider. she also suggested that i can rent a stall in singapore to do a small business. i wanna go KL but i can't bear apart with my bf. i wanna see him ORD in october, wanna go taiwan with my family and bf in december, wanna celebrate CNY with family and bf every year, wanna celebrate birthday together with bf every february...

2010-04-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

health is getting weaker. fall sick every month. not minor sickness, but major sickness. last time i seldom fall sick, once every year. last week just admitted to NUH. i woke up in the morning and went to toilet. vomited and having diarrhoea. my head spinned like hell. i knew im going to faint, i quickly feel where's the lock and open it. it's too late to fall to the bed and i fainted once i stepped out of the toilet.my mum quickily pulled me to lean against the bed. she used meducated oil to rub my face. sundenly my whole body numb. i woke up and my mum helped me measure my blood pressure. i got low blood pressure, damn low. i fainted again. my mum called my dad again and he asked my mum to call ambulance but she said she scared of ambulance. her voice like wanna cry. in the end took cab to NUH. i cried very loud and keep saying i don't want injection. i kept looking at the needle. the nurse, doctor and my mum pulled my hand. im dread of injection. the doctor asked me want drip or not i said i don't want. they kept saying i always didn't eat that's why always fainted but i got eat. now my mum keep buying a lot of food for me to eat and chicken essence to nourish my blood.

2010-04-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

2010-04-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

2010-03-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

baobei and me birthday. 22/2

lao yu sheng

2010-03-03T01:43:00.001-08:00

not going to sch tmr. have to accompany my mum go hospital for operation. tmr im having a test but i don't want to let my mum go to hospital alone. i want to wait for mum to finish her operation so that i can put my mind at ease. the operation is very risky, the doctors don't dare to do operation for her because it will operate until the heart there. quite worried but i can't show out infront of her. our releationship has become better and closer recently thanks to my boyfriend. we have started to communicate with each other well. hope tmr's operation will be successful.

2010-02-19T04:20:00.000-08:00

2010-02-19T02:22:00.002-08:00

2010-02-19T01:05:00.000-08:00

2010-02-19T00:17:00.000-08:00

plush toys that we caught at iluma

2010-02-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

sat went out with dear. we went to town. i knew im not feeling well already yet i still wanna go out. my whole body feel so weak, keep craving for hot drinks. my body started to turned cold, kept shivering and my face and forehead very hot. i can't stand it anymore and told dear i wanna go home. i feel damn cold inside the mrt, feel damn terrible. my both legs were very weak, can't stand properly. dear hugged me. dear brought me to nearby clinic at my house there. my temperature was 40.4 degree. the doctor prescribed 6 kinds of medicines to me. i got choked by 1 of the medicines and i vomited. my mum said me because i sick still wanna go out. my parent kept walking in and out of my room in the middle of the night to measure my temperature, see my fever got subsided or not and woke me up to eat medicine. got 1 time my mum scared me. i opened my eyes and saw my mum face very white. my dad woke up early in the morning to cook maggie for me to eat, prepared warm water and asked me to eat my medicine after that. i feel so fortunate to have a caring boyfriend and parent.
love them a lot <3

2010-01-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

sat went bugis with my dear. we took neo print. he went to precious thots to collect his card and present which he ordered and he gave me the present. we wanna watch 'my ex' but bugis don't have. we headed to far east after that. we went to ramenten restaurant to eat lunch. i ordered sushi and dear ordered abalone ramen. we drank green tea soda. after that went to party world to sing until 7 pm. we went to cineleisure to find whether got 'my ex' or not but in the end the show started already. watched 1 show also very hard. we wanted to walk to orchard but we walked to plaza singapura instead. we went to play toy catcher. dear caught 1 pair of lilo and stitch. couple stitch. dear took boy and i took girl. so happy. dear also very happy. dear still want to catch a big pooh but very difficult to catch. really enjoyed myself with dear yesterday.

2010-01-26T04:40:00.000-08:00

webcaming with dear now. dear keep acting cute and making faces. so funny. i kept laughing and crying.
love my shy shy dear dear lot lot.

2010-01-18T01:36:00.000-08:00

my niece is wearing my high heel.

yesterday went to m'sia for my cousin's wedding. my relatives came to my m'sia house to stay overnight. the wedding was held in the afternoon. what a busy weekends.

2010-01-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

hiding in my malaysia house's staircase zi lian-ing, nothing to do.

last weekends went to malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding. we went in the afternoon to tidy our house there. so dusty. at night, we went to the bride's new house to eat buffet. when i went to her house, i was shocked. that houses appeared in my dream before, exactly the same. the design, location all this. my another cousin over night at my house and we went to buy clothes and shoes on the next day morning and we headed to grand paragon hotel at night to attend cousin's wedding. she's so pretty. this weekends gonna go back to malaysia again to attend her brother's wedding. double happiness. ^^

monday went to woodlands' sheng song with wei ting and fredrick to check up the ingredients' prices. spent quite long inside. damn funny. 3 idiots having conflict over peanut, almond and almond chop inside sheng song. Lol!

2010-01-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

when i was looking engrossingly at the moon in this picture, i heard someone talking very loud beside me. the voice was very scary. i jumped up and my heart kept pumping.

happy new year everyone~!

spent my new year eve with shila. we went to commonwealth church yesterday and listen to the people praying and singing. i kept looking around and followed them do. i prayed and closed my eyes, half way i fell asleep for a while. when i entered the church, i got a kind of feeling that couldn't be described. i feel so peaceful. got 1 women behind me knew that im not catholic and she told shila why she didn't guide me. lol. she asked me to go get blessing from the priest because 2010 is coming. that women also blessed me to find a good boyfriend. though she's naggy but she's nice. when the church thingy ends, we shaked hands with each other and wished everyone happy new year. so fun. after that we went to eat. we kept walking around. most of the coffeeshops were closed at 10 plus. finally we found 1 coffeeshop that was opened, indian shop. i ate roti prata 1 egg 1 kosong and drank teh tarik while shila ate roti john and drank coke. after that we dont feel like going marina bay to countdown as it will be very crowded plus we cant make it to there by 12am. we walked back to the church again. we saw people celebrating new year eve and a guy dancing at the shelter when we were on our way back to the church. we looked at them. he stopped dancing and looked at us and said happy new year. we said happy new year back. we took photos inside the church. we enjoyed ourselves. we countdown inside the church. after that we headed to jurong point, wanting to have a drink at starsbuck or coffee bean but all the shops were closed so we walked to pioneer mall. the train to joo koon was packed with so many people while the train to pasir ris was so empty. pioneer mall's mac was so crowded, so scary. i went to shila's house to stay for 1 night. her mum just let me go to their house without asking why. she just said, 'sure, no problem'. we use wine glass to drink orange juice. i broke her wine glass and i feel so guilty. her mum cleaned it. she told us not to break any glasses yet i broke it, somemore is in new year. her mum asked us to see the moon. the moon was being covered by the smoke. it was 2 plus am. i took video of it. we slept at 5 plus and i woke up at 8am and we went to have breakfast at mac then went to giant and went back home. really enjoyed my new year eve with shila^^

2009-12-29T23:07:00.000-08:00

what can you see?

back from ipoh, penang and genting yesterday night. the tour was quite fun and the tour guide is very funny, look like mc king. i loathe staying in the hotel, feel so uncomfortable. i can't sleep in air-con room. i dreamt of a caucasian ghost, her face was covered by the hair. i always stayed inside the room alone, watch tv. i don't like to go out after bathing. i watched 'secret' by jay chou followed by 'titanic'. never watched titanic before, quite nice but didn't watched the whole part because i fell asleep. we stayed in ipoh for 1 night, penang for 2 nights and genting for 1 night. i wore halter neck top, sleeveless shirts and my relative kept touching my back whenever we wanna get down the coach and asked me 'not cold meh?' and said why my back so warm. my relative and cousin wanna bet with me. if i wear like this go genting, they will give me 10 dollar each. i wore like this is because i want to sun tan my body, just nice ipoh and penang weather is hot. the coach is a double decker. my cousins and i all went down to the ground floor, upstairs were all adults. we make a lot of noise inside the coach. when all the adults get down the coach, i took the microphone and pretend im the tour guide. we also on our music and placed it on the microphone. we sing inside the coach. we went for hot spring but only soaked our legs and boiled eggs. i been wanting to go for a sauna very much.

there wasn't enough time in genting. reached there about 3.30 pm. we kept looking at the sign board, see how many km left. we were so looking forward to genting. all of us were so excited as our destination is getting nearer. after that we just went out to play the themepark without telling our parent, the end got told off by them. the adults went to casino. we waited for so many hours and we only played 2 games, pirate ship and go-kart. it started to rain at 8pm and we went to eat dinner. we went back to play at 9pm. there wasn't much people there already. thank god. we played pirate ship , pirate train and the cup. Lol. after that we left the themepark. we saw our parents and they asked them to go back to the hotel already. left me alone in the arcade playing besketball. got 3 guys gave me their tickets but i said i don't want. i can feel that my whole face was damn hot during that moment. omg. so pai seh. i don't dare to talk to guys or look into their eyes. all of them are stylish and quite good looking. so many handsome guys in the genting. after playing finished, i went back to the hotel. we stayed in first world hotel. so quiet when im walking at the corridor. my dad lost 800+ dollars at the casino. he forgotten what was his room number and he anyhow insert the card at people's door. he went to knock at my aunt's room and my aunt don't dare to see who is it. my dad scared her. hahas. he wanted to asked if anyone wanna go his room to sleep because he sleeping alone and my aunt's room got 4 persons sleeping together. i prefer sleeping in a bed by myself. we left genting at 10.15 am the next day.

when i reached home, i quickily took out all my clothes and soiled clothes as i don't want to dump inside the washing machine to wash. i like to wash my clothes myself. i couldn't found my 2 shorts and i kept searching again and again. my dad saw me searching for my clothes and he asked me still cannot find it is it and i kept quiet. he helped me to search. i went to my room and my tears dropped down. i don't know am i crazy or not. i treat my clothes as my precious, treat my every little thing very important. i will cry and feel sad if my things lost, although it may not be expensive. i will remember where i bought it, where i wore it to.

2009-12-22T00:24:00.000-08:00

just came back from vietnam 2 days ago. damn tired, this few days slept until very late. didn't bought much things. i knew a few new friends there. luckily got them, if not the journey will be very bored. knew harmony and wei xing on the 3 day at jesus hill. i think it was jesus saw me alone that's why let me know them. they are classmates, both 16 years old. we went shopping together. the 1st few days of trip always very boring because no friends. saw 1 handsome guy in airport and he's taking the same plane as me to vietnam. saw him at jesus hill too. he sat beside me. we climbed up the hill but too bad i can't go in to climb up the jesus's top because i wore short. it wrote 'do not wear impolite clothes.' vietnam is 1 hour slower than singapore. 1st day forgot what we did. 2nd day we went to other hotel which is near the beach. damn windy. my family went to the beach to wait for the sunrise. i can't wake up. after 5 mins then i woke up and went to the beach alone. it was damn dark there, couldn't found my parent. i could only saw naked people when take a closer look. the stars were very nice, listen to the wave sound and the strong wind blows onto your face. feel so peaceful.

the 3rd day, we went back to the previous hotel. we climbed jesus hill and went to temple. we had dinner on the cruise. on the 4th day, we took sampan. on the 5th day, which was the last day, we went shopping. we saw the SEAGAME singapore players in vietnam airport. don't know why i kept looking at them. they knew im looking at them but i still can't leave my eyes off them, don't feel shy also. they are not bad looking. i realised i always sit alone, in the coach and on the plane. i always hate the last day, where we have to bid good bye in the airport. that's the end of our journey...

love my new friends. happy^^

going genting, ipoh and penang in 3 days time.

2009-12-14T01:30:00.000-08:00

haven't been blogging this few weeks. now having holidays. quite boring to stay at home. nothing to do, keep walking and dancing around in my house. this few days keep meeting shila to jog at night everyday. we went to stadium to jog minimum of 10 rounds and do 20 sit ups. feel so relieved after jogging everytime. i've gained 11 kg this year and my face sundenly a lot of pimples, i feel so depressed but my face have become better after i went for facial and have lost 2 kg. quite happy. everytime i jog, i will think back of the sec 3 me and my mind keep repeating 'determination' word. shila is a great motivation to me, gave me determination. hate this year. for now, i just want to quickily go back to the past me. i gradually love my life now, jogging with shila everyday, feel like we have went back to the past. i miss my cp girls. hope we really can have a cp girls' gathering and everyone can make it. everytime our gathering always cancelled in the end :(
going vietnam in 2 days time.

2009-11-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

wednesday was mini sports day. after that i went to the CATHAY to learn dancing with sheryl. we learnt jazz. i couldn't catch up with the teacher. he dance so fast. i looked into the mirror and saw myself dancing damn ugly, the rest can dance so fluently and flexible. i feel like running away. i kept looking at the time and hope the lesson would quickly end.

thursday went kranji and causeway point with my mum and aunt. actually i don't feel like going and i just came back from school. i go is got motive because i wanna buy ukimono but in the end also never bought it. i bought a 3-in-1 hair set. can curl and straighten hair. i wanna highlight my hair.

tomorrow will be going to malaysia but i also wanna go learn other dancing. hais. maybe go malaysia because dancing still can learn other day.

2009-11-21T20:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to expo for the AMAZING WAITER RACE to see our classmates. i stay there for about 45 mins then went off with namuun to bugis.we been searhing for vegetarian food everywhere but we couldn't find any vegetarian food store. the end i went to long john to eat and namuun bought fries and apple pie from Mac. we walked walked inside the bugis street. nothing much to buy. saw jia yi and her bf . she said they going to catch wawa. so sweet. after that, we took bus number 7 to orchard. namuun going to her work place so i alighted 1st at orchard. she feel so guilty, called me kept apologising to me but i said it's ok because i used to shop alone. went ION walk walk awhile after that walked to far east plaza. there's a singing contest and i stand down there watched them sing. after that go to mr tan house to see his baby. i meet wei ting they all at jurong east and we reached mr tan house at around 8.30 pm. idiot andrew asked me just now went clubbing is it. jan also said i wear like this like going clubbing. everyone wants to carry his baby. hahas. everyone takes turn to take photo with the baby. so cute. i accidentally destroyed the baby's cake. i thought it was a toy and i touched it. it was a duck cake. i quickily run away. got 1 guy came out and saw the duck and he said, 'eh? how come the duck become like that?' LOL! xuan hui laughing like hell. mr tan's house very nice. we left his house at 10 plus. we took bus 333 ( if i'm not wrong ) to jurong east. we took 1 big round. the bus is full of our voices. about 10 of us. reached home about 11 plus.

2009-11-15T03:47:00.000-08:00

drink finished.

prepare going clubbing.

bruise.

ren hui too tired.

me and sheryl.

drunk.

sheryl and me. ( i looked fucking weird. LOL )

ren hui and zhang an.

bourbon coke. nice.

yesterday went to st james power house with sheryl, ren hui and zhang an. sheryl came to my house first after that we went to jurong point to find ren hui. he treated us play DAYTONA and mac cafe double chocolate. we headed to butter factory but that bouncer don't let me go in because i don't have my IC with me. the end we went to st james power station. the bouncer also asked me to show him my IC. darn it. i used sheryl's IC to enter. ren hui' friend happened to be my ex pri sch classmate, john. i didn't recgonise it was him until he said he knows me. we drank bourbon coke. so nice. we got 2 jugs, sheryl and i shared 1 and renhui and zhang an shared 1. sheryl doesn't like to drink so she drank a few sips and the rest i drink finished. after that we went to the dance floor. woo~! so fun! i had already half drunk. feel very high. got people keep touching my waist from behind and rub against me. but i don't dare turned behind and see. sheryl said lucky i didn't shout. the end i went off and 1 of the guy said bye and i said bye back. i dance half way keep going to the ladies to vomit. vomited a lot. feel so terrible. my eyes turned red. a lot of people vomited inside the ladies too. a guy, ethan, wanna challenge with me see who can go until very low and play mind game with me. i feel so daring but my mind is thinking go there must have fun. he said im a good kisser. Lol. but i feel tired. i can said he's a good playboy too. he got the playboy look. he's good at sweet talking to girls. he hold my hand and turned me. when he went off, another 2 came. 1 danced with me, another 1 danced with sheryl. at first im dancing with sheryl and we ignore them. after awhile, they asked us can they join us or not. i don't have energy already and the guy so boring. i danced until tired i make an excuse said i go ladies to vomit and i asked sheryl to come with me. my partner hold my hand and lead us to the ladies. sheryl and i scared her partner and my partner waiting for us outside the ladies and we planned to pretend didn't saw them and go look for ren hui and zhang an. at 1st i thought they 2 go already and i told sheryl luckily they not outside. the end they followed behind us. we quickily went to find ren hui and zhang an. they asking us where we going. lucky found them and they stopped following us. we kept sawing hem where ever we go. sheryl's partner dancing with me and keep touching me from behind and i gave a kind of expression and sheryl also saw my face. she said my expression damn funny. we danced until the club closed. sweated a lot. we slacked at vivo city's macdonald and zhang an went home. they ate the big breakfast, i don't have the appetite to eat. i saw the food feel like vomiting. so tiring. a lot of familiar faces in the macdonald. all saw them in the club. we took cab home and ren hui paid for the cab fare. sheryl came to my house. we reached my home at around 7am and i go bath all this and sleep. sheryl slept too. my mum went out to buy breakfast for us. this morning i just noticed my thight got a big bruise but i can't remembered how come. really enjoyed myself.

I WANNA DANCE~!

2009-11-09T02:39:00.000-08:00

this morning went to stadium alone to run near my house there. so fun. wanna distress. i miss the time shila and i went jogging at night. i set my target to run 8 rounds and i accomplished it. just nice it drizzled when i almost completed 8 rounds. i continued to run another 2 more rounds to make it 10 rounds. my legs are damn pain, very difficult to walk. my toes got blisters. after that, i went to the toilet and changed into my uniform. i looked into the mirror and my whole face damn red, but im happy that i ran 10 rounds. a kind of satisfaction.

there's some questions i wanna ask the girls out there.
would you mind if your guy doesn't have money? (no money never mind, but got money to buy cigarette?)
would you mind if your guy smoke when you are around?
would you get angry if your guy say he didn't work is because he wants to accompany you?
would you feel bored when going out with your guy who doesn't have money?
would your guy affect your mood if he don't have money?
would you lend your guy money if they asked you for money? and would you be angry and find them useless, no backbone?
shouldn't be the guys support the girls instead of the other way round?

frankly speaking, for me, i will mind whether they got money or not. most of the people are very realistic. who doesn't want lots of money? yes, i admit im money-minded, im materialistic. i love new things because it will make me feel happy. which girls doesn't like? i feel that girls nowadays can be independant by themselves, no need to depend on the guys. who would wanna be with a guy who can't even support himself? no money when everytime go out? won't you feel bored, girls? oh man, i really can't imagine how we going to survive without money. money is the most important thing on earth.

(this post is mainly talking about money issue)

2009-10-06T05:18:00.001-07:00

2009-10-04T01:22:00.000-07:00

~记忆~

不想这样离开不想美梦醒来
我和你曾经相爱这记忆证明梦与现实存在
我忘不了从前如何期待明天
甜蜜痛苦缠著我再如何挣脱遗憾仍留在心窝
你眼里的泪
闪烁著悲哀
你笑容的美
只留在脑海
如果我们注定最终是分开
爱上过放不下更无奈
紧闭著双眼
你总会出现
睁开眼睛你不在身边
说再见却在梦里又碰面
我忘不了从前
如何期待明天
甜蜜痛苦缠著我
最后的拥抱去听最后的心跳
你眼里的泪
闪烁著悲哀
你笑容的美
只留在脑海
如果你说从此不在我左右
想到你爱过我更难受
紧闭著双眼
你总会出现
睁开眼睛你不在身边
说再见却在梦里又碰面
对你的
记忆不会有
终点

2009-09-28T01:10:00.000-07:00

back from malacca yesterday night. so tired, did'nt really had a good sleep for 3 days. thursday went for class bbq and i can only describe 1 word, SUCKS. i still prefer the very 1st outing, where we 10 persons ton at the pasir ris park together, although i keep complaining i want to sleep. ok, i don't wanna said much about the bbq thingy.
last saturday i went to malacca with my family. we took mrt to lavender and took coach from there. mostly all are elderly, no teenagers. so boring. this is the worst holiday i ever had, but we got a very cute tourguide. he look like a ABC, argh!!! so kawaii~! he like to smile a lot and he looks shy. i just can't leave my eyes off him! i've been pulling a long face there because there's nothing for me to buy and the weather is darn hot! the tourguide kept bringing us to the same old place and kept staying at the same street, JONKER STREET. the hotel even worse! accordian hotel. ROOM NUMBER 111. no tooth paste no tooth brush and they placed the shampoo and soap on the drawer there and the next day then i found it =.= so the next morning i shampoo my hair. the hotel room is so small and i can't even sleep. i kept getting down from the bed and peep through the door's hole because i wanna go out. i kept thinking a lot of things until i finally fell asleep. half way, i heard a running tap sound inside the bathroom, but my mum was sleeping and it was so noisy outside the room. i woke up in the middle of the night because im damn cold, cold until my teeth kept shivering and i feel that my heart also get frozen. i don't dare get down on bed to increase the temperature because im too cold to get down. the next day i quickily switched off the air con. worse hotel i ever been to.
on the 2nd day, we went to same place again. so boring. luckily it's a 2 days trip, if not i don't know how am i going to survive. i did'nt bought anything at all! :( i don't ever want go malacca for holiday already! i want go KL! TIMES SQUARE!
i miss algene, it's been 3 years 3 months plus. wonder how he is now...

2009-09-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

2009-09-20T03:29:00.000-07:00

THIS ARE SOME OF THE PAST PHOTOS WHICH I TAKEN FROM MY COMPUTER. I MISS THE PAST ME~!SEC 4 GROOMING COURSE SEC 5 PROM NIGHT

SEC 4 CHINESE NEW YEAR

SEC 4 WITH IRIS ?

SEC 4?

SEC 3?

WHEN GOING EXPO THAT TIME, SEC 4?

HAO PENG YOU

ME AND MY SHILA BESTIE

3 BESTIES

AT BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE HOTEL IN KL

SEC 5 CLASS PHOTO

i will never forget this day. 04/02/09, the day i met my very 1st ex.

ME WITHOUT MAKE UP

ME AND JENN BESTIE

MY CP GIRLS

MY 12 YRS SISTER (TURNING 13 YRS)

2009-09-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

ytd went to old lim chu kang eat dinner with my family and relatives. after that we all went to play toy catcher. i saw my dad, cousin they all only played 1 round and they caught the plush toy already. it seems so easy. i also tried but i don't know how to control,the end did'nt catch it and i asked my cousin to help me catch. he caught 1 brown bear for me. my dad keep changing money. i think we spent around $ 100 to catch 20 plus soft toys. we keep catching and the machine almost empty and i said might as well catch finish all the plush toys inside the machine, if not buy the machine back home. my parents and relatives played until so addicted and keep shouting, so excited. my mum even hitted me because they almost got the plush toy but the end it dropped half way. what a pity. so funny. the toy catcher machine really brings a lot of fun to everyone. my mum knows i wanted a dark pink soft toy and she told my dad to catch that. woohoo~! i got total of 4 plush toys! hahas. im so happy. at 1st i only got 1 plush toy and i was reluctant to go home because all my cousins had at least 3 plush toys and i only got 1. my dad saw me keep staring at the machine and he asked me i want the plush toy is it and i kept quiet. he changed $$ again and catch the plush toys for me. i put all the soft toys at my bed beside me. i love plush toys, see plush toys i will feel happy ^^
today went out with zi xin and jun wen. we went jurong east IMM after that went to jurong point. did'nt bought anything. i wanna go bugis~! :(

2009-09-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

ytd went to see doctor, did'nt went for the mini sports day. my mum don't let me go school, keep insisting me to go see doctor because i keep coughing very badly for the past few weeks, have trouble sleeping because of coughing, but i wanted to go for the mini sport day. dread seeing doctor, waste my dad's money and have to eat all those stupid medicine. $35 spent on see doctor and i can buy other things. i rather let it slowly heal by myself and endure. i keep sleeping when im at home. i love working at ritz-carlton, can meet new friends. i meet new freinds on wed, damn happy. i love my side table's people. the auntie is very nice to me, keep saying me i very obedient and ask me to rest for a while and help me message my hand. there's one guy from my side station asked me am i a singaporean. =.= weiting and me keep noticing people. i noticed 2 handsome bartenders and 1 pretty girl. i've been noticing the girl for very long. i feel that she and i really got fate. she look damn familiar to me. and she's taking the same bus as me, and after that then i realised im sitting beside her! i keep telling myself should i talk to her or not, keep thinking what should i say. finally i opened my mouth and say 'tomorrow you got work?' and we start to talk a lot and the bus was filled with our voices and the bus driver said we talk until damn happy.she's from indonesia, felicia, 19 years old and we exchanged hp number.we were the last two to alight. she stay jw st 81 and im staying jw st 61. damn near. actually thursday i got work but my school ends late. i want go work because i want to find felicia. she said she got work on thursday and i told her i want to stick with her. the end quite disappointed because i cannot go for work. we can get along very well although we just know each other for less than 1 day. what i don't about is everytime i could'nt find my bus, make me damn pissed and i also can't recognise those people who take the same bus as me or the bus driver, ended up im the last to board the bus everytime but overall i really enjoy working there because got nice friends and can earn more money for my parents as everytime i wanted something, they will buy for me no matter what. ^^ i feel very fortunate :) i will only be nice to those who treat me well.

i love my parents and friends! ^^

2009-09-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

THESE WERE THE PAST PHOTOS, WHICH I HAPPENED TO SEE IT IN HUI YUE'S COMPUTER. LOL. I MISS THE HAPPY MOMENTS WE HAD TOGETHER.

2009-09-12T23:17:00.000-07:00